“Here we go again. The need to write stirs within. The need to put these ideas on paper, if only to free them from the tangled web of thoughts trapped in never ending circles. What is sport? What is movement? Why are these so important to me, to us as humans? These questions will be the base from which I start. The framework for how I explore this important section of my life. Gone are the days of meaningless statistics, of race reports, of standings and of ranking myself in relation to others. I will strive. I will push but only for the tantalizing, bone tingling high of exertion. This is life. In all its glory. The dirt, mud and sunshine of a spring day beckon just outside the back door. The local hills and valleys call my name. I will answer today. I will drink in the sounds of the awakening of the earth, slowly rousing after a long, dark and wet winter. The exercise will be to encapsulate the stimuli and translate it to written form. Life has become too sterile, too detached. I’m ready. Here we go.”-Unpublished draft from March 8th, 2020.
The urge to write was there in 2020. It always has been on some level, but I still needed time to focus my thoughts. The writing process and I have a complicated history. I loved reading as a child but always had a very hard time with the nuts and bolts of writing. Whether it was the penmanship, the spelling, the proper use of gerunds or how to make a sentence “flow”. The intricacies of translating spoken English, or my thoughts in English from my head onto paper, seemed like it should be so much easier than it is. I have been encouraged, buoyed if you will, by the writing of a friend of mine and how much I enjoy reading his words. I miss being able to express myself with a very limited filter to the stream of consciousness that woke me up at 5am this morning for no reason. I think he is right, blogs will make a comeback. The pure, uncut authenticity of amateur writing, with a focus on your fields of interest, feels like it has to work on some level to cut through the bullshit of AI word diarrhea that every marketing department is throwing at the wall to see what sticks. I want to not only talk to my friends, those I know, respect, and share this life with, but I also want to read the things they have not been able to articulate in conversation but that they feel compelled to let out somewhere. I’m a greedy son of a bitch what can I say? So here’s to writing and this space that I pay 18.95 a year for and have not used since 2018. I am going to leave all the old stuff up because history is fun and provides context to the what, how, why, and when. It also is great to see how my views have changed or stayed the same over the years and how much they will continue to repeat this trend going forward. The writing will be sport related, mostly bikes with the odd silly adventure thrown in. Some of it will be product recommendations that I just can’t shut up about and feel compelled to shout from the tops of the mountains. Like how good the Trek 34 oz or 1 liter water bottles are, or how I love the Time pedal ecosystem, but like my previous observations these views will probably change with time. I appreciate and love each and every one of you reading this but know that this writing experiment is deeply personal and is meant for no one besides myself. “Know thyself” they say and I am working on it. See ya out there.

The nice part is I can really only go up from here. I had another key workout this last Saturday the 3rd of Feb, which consisted of 12 mins hard uphill and down, then straight into the track at tempo/5k pace for some 1 km repeats. Those went very well with HR and effort being in the right ranges for sub 5k effort and knocking off sub 3:30km. Not too shabby after heavy lifting on the 2nd. Swim is coming along with the most important part being learned to be more balanced. I have been incorporating more frequency and less duration during this part of the season and will ramp up the efforts as it goes on. I am in the process of rebuilding the stroke to be comfortable breathing to either side and using less effort to go faster than I was. This is frustrating process as one lap will feel perfect, then I will try to replicate it, stroke for stroke and it does not feel the same. So far the though the results have been encouraging and I will probably be doing a time trial in the next couple weeks to gauge my progress. Bike is feeling strong as ever but this year is really not about building a huge bike but more about maintaining what I have and improving the run and swim as these are the areas that need the most work. The strength aspects of the training have really been what gets me the most excited during the week. Being able to life heavy things well and get that feeling that is so much different but at the same time similar to nailing an interval in the other three aspects of the sport is exhilarating. Being that I started so low on the weights my progress has been very fast, with significant gains being seen week to week. I love being able to feel my postiure chain being activated and feel stronger and healthier overall.
